it's been tough days at work. i really like my work- passionate about it, but sometimes when i feel too tired it really gets to me. i've been feeling pretty down lately as i've been under a lot of pressure.
sometimes i think that my losing the pregnancy may have been a good thing. sigh. its awful having thoughts like these, but i can't imagine being pregnant, with the fatigue and the nausea and having to work the way i'm working. i know, work is not everything. but there is work to be done, and if i'm not doing it, my team will have to bear the brunt of it. that's not fair to them either is it? we've decided to wait before we try for another baby, which is a good thing- as i don't think i'll be able to cope with a pregnancy right now.
but i'm blessed with a wonderful working environment with great colleagues. And the work means something to me.
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