silence

i've been silent.

trying to fly under the radar.

avoiding people, or rather person.

being absent here, i thought,

meant worth abandoning,

attempts to reach me.

unfortunate it was not the case.

i've also been trying to regain,

my lost footing,

something's knocked me off my course,

i'm not sure what, nor why,

desperately trying to find the centre,

my centre,

where i feel calm,

peaceful and unexposed,

instead, of at the very edge

and alone, very very alone.