feeling..

aiyor...i'm so spoilt by SQ lah. flew Thai airways today to Bangkok and later to Vientiane (i'm stuck at Suvanarbhumi airport as my connecting flight has been delayed. *groan*). No krisflyer screen lor...no movies and comedies to watch during the 2.5h flight except for the big screen up front for everyone to see.

but i disgress...

the flight screened a CNN snippet- Exclusive with A.R Rahman, the oscar winning composer of Slumdog Millionaire. Now this peaked my interest and i looked hurriedly for the earphones that i had chucked aside earlier. Although I didn't like the movie as much as i enjoyed the soundtrack, i was certainly interested to hear what this man had to say. It made for a pretty interesting interview. When he was asked, how he keeps his material fresh and new as opposed to stale and recycled, he basically says, 'You feel it.'

Made me think lah...when was the last time i 'felt', you know? I envied his passion, how he 'felt' rather than thought. I mean i like and sometimes feel I love what i do, but there's this passion about me that has died or at least become muted over the years.

I need to get excited about something. And i've got something up my sleeve. but its about timing and resources and convincing my hubby that it would be a worthwhile endeavour. need his support as i see him as a pivotal part of it. i need to 'feel' alive again!

sooner rather than later...i hope.